it was just at the right time, for you to even leave.

Ain't it amazing how you actually set your eyes on someone you never knew right from the start. It just happened so sudden, that when you think back, it seems like it never happened, when it actually did.
The first time when i looked at you, i never expect anything more, but just a second look at you. I don't know which part of you, caught my eye from the very start, but you just left an impression to me, which allows me to look at you once more.

Sometimes i enter people's life at the wrong timing, or rather it's always like this, i never once entered someone's life without the right timing. So tell me now, define, when is the right time, & when is the wrong time. I never get this right from the start.

sometimes it's just too painful to face the reality of what's going on,

Times passes too fast for us to catch it, too fast for us to follow up, but we know, we need to keep track of the time, & not be lag behind, because when we do, it's too late to keep up with it. I've been through something i've never experience before. Trying very hard to avoid, pretending everything is fine, everything is nothing at all, when deep down you know it meant something, something that is rather important right from the start. I keep going & going, trying to cherish every single time i have with friends around me, trying very hard to make sure all this time spend is going to be worthwhile, even how tired it is. Because i know all this are memories that could never be replace, once the time is up, everything will change with a blink of an eye.

Avoiding certain facts, knowing that it's already there for you to face it, but running away from it, before facing it, knowing that you need more time to get over all this pain that you'll be facing. Life is such a torture at times, it played you out so badly, so so badly, till you will feel so lost, lost to the extend of not knowing what is your next move going to be like. Going through so much, & it's all changing in a blink of an eye. This is how fast you need to change and adapt into a lifestyle that you're not familiar with. Everyone is afraid of changes, afraid of stepping into a new life, that you never once been there before. But this is one thing we can never run away from, we just need to keep trying & trying till we fit in, it may not fit in right, but fits in till the best that we can.

Don't ask for much, just that little space in your heart, that will remember who am i, who's the one who's important in your life, just that little space is enough to feel contented.

Life is contradicting, it never fits in right

The awesome group of friends who stayed with me, through good / bad. The ones that never fails to laughter, joy & happiness to my life, I'm thankful for all that they have done throughout the years. This year is the year whereby 3/4 of us turn legal. This is when the party starts rolling in. Each year, we grew older, our thinking change, our lifestyle starts to change alittle, everything starts to readjust. But that also means we might drift, we might not. I can't predict what's going to happen in the future, but as far as i'm concern, what matter most is what we're now, & how much memories we're going to have together to live through the times that we won't be able to see each other. All that it really betters is how much we're going to remember the good and bad times we had together. You all, all of you, left me impacts that i never expect it. & of course not forgetting how much i've grow up knowing all of you, many different lessons i've learnt, through those good & bad. Bringing me up when i fall, grabbing my hands through every single obstacle in life. Studies, Love, Family, Friends, Everything that ever happened to me. Really thankyou. 2011 is ending, when 2012 starts, we know things might change, & it'll change, but i wont forget how much we all went through. I had an awesome 2011, with all of you. & of course not forgetting meeting alot more new people, & making my life even better. I'm sure 2012 will be even better for all of us, & i'm sure no matter happened, we all will still want to stay as close as what we're now. We don't need exciting activities to keep our life entertained, with each other companion, it's enough to make our day a good one. 


Nanette Pang ; Bestfriend.

Hi baby! 2011 is ending in like half a day, i'm sure you're almost ready to fight a battle of your new life, of a new environment. Just to let you know, study hard, study smart. Do well for your own sake, do it for the 3 years australia trip that you're aiming. No one will doubt your ability. I'm also not doubting your ability, so give it a try, do it well. I've been seeing you almost everyday, or practically every single day. Sleep with you, waking up with you too. Having our heart to heart talk almost everyday, every night. Ranting through those bad times, & laughing through those good times. I'm sure i'm going to miss every little things we used to do together. All the things we do, left me memories. I know things will change betweeen us, we might not be as close anymore. But do remember, i'm always here, whampoa 101 is always open for you. Anytime for you. Been through too much with you, having similar karma incident together, & similar situation in almost every r/s or whatsoever. You know i'll still be here through good or bad. I'll find time for us, even if we know how pack our timing might get. Thanks for being all so wonderful to me through this whole year, celebrating every occasion with you, clubbing, mj-ing, tonning the night, & everything. Will def miss you, when school starts, & when things changed between us. 



Yanting ; Wifey

Hello my LONGEST FRIEND. You're starting school like in a few day times, bet you'll be all busy with your school work, & we might even meet lesser, due to many busy on going stuff that's happening between me & you. But we survived throughout primary school, all the way till you entered poly, so what's so difficult going through all this all they way till years on & on. I've no fear in our  f/s knowing we would find time for each other, no matter how busy, it might only be meeting up just to eat, but you know it's all worth it. & remember, you can find me anytime just to rant, done it for years, won't mind doing it for years again. Cause i know it's worthy for this f/s, worthy of my time for you. You've always been so good too me, always lighten up my day, knowing how gloomy it is, how bad my mood can be, you never fail to put a smile on my face. People call you annoying, call you irritating, but i call you my happy pill, with you around, i know i don't have to worry that i won't have any happiness or laughter that comes by so hard. Because you make all this seems so easy to happen. & you never fail to be there for me too. Thankyou, all along you've been and always will be my longest friend, & an awesome happy pill of mine!



Serene Lily ; Annoying daughter

Hi daughter, it's been a pleasure staying so near you, having you for supper almost one week like 4 / 5 times. I bet i'm the only one who saw you in your most down times, & your most happy times. seeing you go through non-stop of roller coast emotions, million million of tears coming from your eyes, hours of talks under the blk, hours of scolding from me, hours of nagging, hours of everything from me to you. I know you might take a slower time to absorb whatever i've to say to you, but you know i always say i'm giving up on you, but i didn't. You should know i didn't because i know why you would find me each time you're down. That also give me a reason, knowing i can't throw you aside & not bother about you. Through good and bad, happy or sad, i'm here, always here, now and always. Mark my words, you know i've never left, so i won't do it too. You know i always kpkb when i lack of sleep, but you always take in, & you always will entertain me, you irritate me when your bipolar starts to react up, but it's ok. Just be who you're, what you want to be. Thankyou for being so good to be, knowing every single move i would take, every single sentence i would say next. Find me when you need help, you know i'll help. 2011 is over in a blink of an eye, 2012 would be a better year for you. Have faith in that, you know it'll be, if we make it a good one with our hands.



Agatha Chua ; Pretty girl

Hi babe! Friends since sec2, going up all the way till we graduate & we became a clique of friends. It was something i didn't expect, this xiao lian will end up becoming part of my clique. HAHA but even thought you very kp at times ah, but i know you mean well for us, tring to make us all happy & entertain us. You never fail to make us happy. BUT please stop shopping so much you shopaholic girl. & Not forgetting, pursue with you really want in life, we all will be here to support you, even if we don't know much, we can accompany you, with whatever help you need in, whatever kind of companion you need. & it's amazing why you're not attached now huh, still want to play right bitch, you know you not young anymore! HAHAHAHA nah maybe your mum don't want you to get married therefore you're still single. But whatever it is, anything, you know you can look for who, me or anyone in tekkos, i'm sure everyone will be here for you, like how you're here with us through this whole year. & before i forget, you better start losing weight, & stop gaining so much weight. NO GOOD NO GOOD. 2012 will be way better than what we had in 2011!



Lynette Tan ; good old friend

Hey been awhile. I know you had a pretty bad news due to your result, but do remember that's not the end of everything, we always have a different way out, we don't look towards what we had failed, look out to something else. Remember you always have us, our hands are here for you, we will picked you up each time you fall. You know you can lean on who each time you feel like. Don't forget, when you feel lost, you know where to go, which destination to look for. The place where we all gather, where the love and warmth we shared. Work hard, really hard for what you want to work on next year, don't give up anymore. Once bitten twice shy. you know what dragged you down, don't let it happened once more. it's not worth it, right? I believe we been through alot more than what we could expect from. More years to come, & don't stay at the same spot anymore. When it's time to leave, you know you should, don't hang on to something that never brings you anywhere, instead brings you down. it's painful going through step 1 all over again, but sometimes we just need to repeat all those steps, i guess it's just life that we have to go through. Put 2011 down when the clock strike 12, look towards 2012, you know it'll be brighter. 



RayZekk ; Best Buddy

Formal greetings to you. This is the 4th or 5th year celebrating new year eves with you? This is how time flies, it flies so fast that we didn't realised, we were close, we drifted, we argued over girls, over friends, over everything. But i guess we're back to square one, back to how close we're, though we had lesser time together as compare to last time, but i know we will still find time for each other. We never fail to argue as long as it comes to some issues that i know i would disagree it. But at the end of the day, you know i will give you all the best wishes of whatever it takes for your own happiness. But don't let girls screwed up your life, you know some times its really not worth it in a long run, you know it's very torturing. & as for career life, you don't work till you forget what is your name or what is mine ok! You know, i'm always free unless i'm booked. Drop by at my place, drop me a text, anything when you need someone, i def will be there, been there done that. && faster get married, i'm waiting ok. Really waiting for that day to come! No joke bud!



Rachel Oh ; Bimbotic Girl

Most bimbo girl, you've laze enough of your 2011, time to get over the laziness & start studying ok. I'm wishing you all the best in your studies, which you're starting real soon, no matter what, you cannot give up, really cannot give up. You know very well how important that one stupid cert can get. If you ever though of giving up, look for us, anyone of us, we will be there to pull you up, each time you're about to fall. Be in love, life, friends, family, you need someone to help you, need someone to hear you rant, dont be shy and find us, you know we never push you aside, even though we always say you, disturb you, bully you & all, but we all still dote you as much. You can be damn annoying at times, really dumb at times, but sometimes you really can be smart to outtalk those who bullies you. Enjoy the last 2011 with us, & start the brand new year and look forward to something good to happen! Next time if you're trouble, find us, find me. Whatever and anything.

Shermaine Thin ; Yiming

I believe you had an awesome beginning of 2011 & end up with some shitty 2011. All i've to say is, stop screwing up your life, your studies, your friends for one past. Be it how much you love her now or before, it's not a problem for you to move on with life, & it shouldn't be causing you to lose so many things, losing all that should be within your control, esp your studies. Don't tell me its all worth it, when you know it's not. I told you time and again when it's time to go, don't look back. When you need us, we're here for you, we always had been. You know we all maybe straight forward with our words, but you know it's good for you. School is starting for you soon, please don't screwed up again, don't screwed up your uni life, don't screwed up your entire life just for someone. you can find someone out there who can make you as happy, give you as much happiness, as much memories.We don't need another half to give us happiness, you know tekkos can give you as much too. Don't lose control again. call me when you need help, i'm here, you know i'm always here. Sometimes i really don't want scold you, but you just too stubborn to listen to me, one day you'll understand why i did all this to you, because i really been there done that!

Brenda Gan ; Boyfriend

Ellow Yellow boyfriend. It's been a great pleasure knowing you as a friend, though you're always so busy for me, but it's ok, though you're always so lame, but you bring us alot of laughter till sometimes we just want to whack you for all the super super lame stuff that you share with us. Miss clubbing with you, & guess you're busy with school and canoe-ing. But you really last warning ah, getting blacker and blacker each time i see you, one day i think i can't find you in the dark anymore :( GO AND BLEACH! hehehe Anw, study hard, all the effort you're going to put in sure will be worthwhile. Not forgetting find a girlf and intro to us soon, it's been quite awhile since i hear you telling me about hot and sexy girl ah. I'm waiting waiting for you to tell me. Have an awesome last day of 2011, make it all worth while to remember, because every ending year brings us a time where we look back and remember what we have done throughout the years.

Kerrie Chan ; Mj-kaki

Another uni kid in my clique. I know how much you've sacrifice for some people you loved, as a friend, i've seen you for the past one year, going through funny funny problems. We used to be not as closed, though we're closer now, at least we do sit down and talk about issues between love and everything now. We don't used to spend alot of times together until the ending year, we start to mj till even later nights, having h2ht even more, going out much often, & many more. Study hard, don't let a F grade drag all your results down, you know it's a killer to have an F! & i would suggest you to, take a step forward and go towards somewhere else instead of where you're now. you know sometimes things just don't fit back so well once it changed. Make the end of 2011 a good one, start it off with something meaningful!

Benjamin ; B2

Hey bro! Really want thankyou for helping me out in everything that happened this year. Really really greatful towards what you've done. You've always been like an older brother to me, helping me in everything, family, friends, love. & giving me alot of choices to go, where open ways for me to have a clearer view to everything, Listen to my rants at times. I hope you're enjoying yourself everytime with us. your attachment is ending, which means army is nearing. Remember, each time you book out, you can look for us if you want to find someone, each time you need a place to camp, you know where to go, who to look for. Please enjoy your 2012 before you start going to army ok! Spend your time wisely ok. 



Chermaine Teo ; Tranny Teo

You're one hardcore of messed up girl that i've ever known. it's coming to an end of 2011, i hope you end it well, and end it good. Sometimes i don't know what you're having in mind, sometimes i don't know what you're thinking, But i just want you to know, you need to always make a right decision, after you do it, don't think about anything and everything already. Sometimes i'm here to help you, but i know you're  the kind who seems to be those that need to fall hard hard before you'll learn, i hope you know what you're doing in your life, friends or love. Don't make the wrong move, and end up feeling so regretful, you know it's not worth it regretting after making your move, remember remember, we're always here, we won't leave you behind ok. Enjoy 2011 with all of us.

I'm going to celebrate 2011 with all my dearest lovelies. I'm going to end my 2011 with everyone of them, making sure it's going to be a happy one, and start my 2012 with them. This year is the year i'm not ending and starting with this only girl. It's something new, i hope she's enjoying her new years' eve too. & have a most memorable day of your year. Have a good year ahead! :)
LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU. <3

hard times occurs, but it never means that good times don't come by
 

life was never easy, neither was it hard. it was just how we look at things in life, what's good & what's bad. there's so many ways to look at things, so many ways to understand a situation. If we're always living in a world of understanding only one story, then problems were never easy to solve. I believe everyone is going through different kind of difficult situation in life, & of course trying their best to struggle their way out. But i believe, as long as we never stop trying to find out way out, & never give up, we'll eventually walked out of this difficult moments. No one ever live life smoothly, yes we do when we were young, where problems were never in our dictionary, but when we grow older, we face many problems, more & more problems, but who says, problems are not able to solve? If we were to just set those problems aside, won't this problem eventually come back to us, since we didn't even get it done since day 1?

We can never get the best of both worlds, setting problems aside and wait for it to solve by itself, this will never happen.
There are so many problems people face,
Money issue, Friendship, Relationship, Family, Studies, Work, Pressure, so many, too many to be listed. I won't deny, some issues are never easy to solve it, but at least give it a try? It's not as if it's not worth trying, at least trying won't even kill you alive. I've been through too much, so much that i feel that certain issues to me are just avoidable, because it never stop coming, it's always repeating over & over again. But then again, I've problems that i get over & done with, & it never looked for me again. so why not, try solving some issues that actually pestered you for quite sometimes? Every thought of it, problems comes by is partly a reason to test your ability of strength and mentally to keep you going through even tougher times. No one is a failure, unless they give up, even before trying.

Going through tough time is one of the hardest thing to go through, but when you go through such times, you'll feel a sense of accomplishment, & a whole lot of burden being put down. It's a feeling that you could hard feel it, unless you really do it. Life is quite amazing, how someone could have good times in life & bad times in life, yet still living so strong & happy. Never doubt your own ability to overcome such issues, such sadness, such pain, because when you believe you can do it, nothing's going to stop you from accomplishing what you have in mind.

Life is something meaningful, if you look at it on the brighter side, people come & go, you will know who stays, because you're worth it, & who leaves cause of benefits others can give. Life is one of a kind, live life the way you want it to be, let it be the way you control it. Fate may play with you, but it could also be a hint to strive for something else that could be truthfully yours.

Never give up, your life, your problems. In life, if it's always smooth, you'll never feel the real adventure of life.
Keep going, explore & you'll eventually realised the beauty of life.

@flebbykid